| i'm going to be okay... i'm going to be okay! |
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| today i could've made a scene. today i could've had vengence. today i could've satisfied my own curiousity. today i had the chance to act out a scenerio that played in my mind over and over again in the past year. today i saw HER. today i was good and well behaved. today i suppressed my deepest urges. today i gave up an opportunity i've been waiting for, the opportunity i dreamt of in many dreams. HE may not be so lucky again... until the next time we meet.
really feel like kicking myself |
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